Showing posts with label yoga. Show all posts
Showing posts with label yoga. Show all posts

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Surfing ...and Yoga! Why not?

My blogging frequency lately is starting to convince me that MAYBE what they're saying is true -- BLOGGING is now a dying hobby. What do you think? I used to blame just the social networking sites ...until I recently shifted to a smart phone, which turns out to be the other culprit. There's the convenience in instantly sharing single phone shots and/or one-liner thoughts. Every single thought I have now instantly goes out of my fingers. Now I cannot set aside some time to sit, ponder and write coherent thoughts in a long paragraph ...let alone get my huge laptop from its bag, setup decently on a table, and deal with cables! (Yes, I'm such a late bloomer. I just let go of my precious indestructible Nokia. I'm still in the process of letting go.... *sob*) ANYWAY. 'nuf of the analysis and gotta get back to writing! I've been meaning to share this one of my "firsts" -- I'm so glad that I finally have the time and desire to write...

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Months ago, after giving a flow yoga session to my husband's team, one of his colleagues approached me and talked about how balance and core strength in yoga can be incorporated in SURFING, and how -- maybe -- I can help their surfing club. That got me really interested because I'm always drawn to yoga with a specific intention. I was a teacher in crossroads then (up till now), I had to try all teaching possibilities! 

Few months later, I found myself in Zambales, taking Crystal Beach Resort's surfing lessons ...which was mandatory for me. Of course -- I had to try surfing to understand how yoga can help surfers! duh, Leda. I watched the angry waves with fear and pressure. And with a poker face. All I told myself that time was, "f*ck... these surfers shouldn't see their yoga teacher FAIL. Or they might not believe in yoga at all!" HAHAHA!



On the 4th attempt (and onwards) - I did it! I was able to stand and balance almost all the way to the shore! Not sure though what kept me trying - the patience on the mat? Or the ego-full self who didn't want to fail in front of other people? HAHAHA. Without any source of determination, I would have quit on the 3rd try! Because -- seriously -- falling out of board, after minutes of paddling painstakingly, can get really REALLY frustrating.



The next day, I finally gave the flow session, which I prepared just the night before. The class focused on deep breathing, core strength (more planks and push ups), and balance (more balance poses, like tree). I hoped deep down that at least a tinge beyond asana (postures) mattered to them ...because my surfing experience taught me that balance and core strength are probably just one fifth of what yoga can offer to surfing.



I also learned that:

1 - The practice of deep breathing can also help you relax and hold your breath longer underwater, when the strong current stops you from floating immediately after a fall (it happens!). This is an important survival skill in surfing, seriously.

2 - The ride doesn't start until you exhale and LET GO of how your stance must look like, pretty much like how you become stable in a standing pose once you BREATHE and root your foot/feet well on the mat.

3 - Poses for core strength doesn't just teach core strength, as the presence in such poses also allows you to gauge your physical and mental capacity. That self awareness gives you more determination and patience to work on that area you lack (whether through yoga, or more surf time, or something else) ...rather than to try surfing in one GO ...then get frustrated by just one failure.

4 - Surfing is also an individual practice -- like yoga -- where you must not care of how people think about how the newbie you fail or succeed. Surfing itself is complex enough to keep your focus within your own practice. Everyone is as busy as you are, so no one really cares about you ...but yourself and your trainer! Haha. :P

Having shared all these, I am truly grateful for HP Surf Shack for introducing me to SURFING, a new love where I learned more than I could teach. I hope we can all practice again, soon -- both on the mat and ON THE BOARD! Thank you, Namaste. :)

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Just a quick answer to the common question I've been getting from friends lately, "Where do you teach now?" -- I'm not teaching in a studio currently. I teach small private classes in homes and offices. If you wish to have a private class with me, just let me know: contact@louandleda.com :)

Monday, May 12, 2014

Vegan Potato and Carrot Salad

My wisdom tooth was extracted last Friday, and the aftermath was horrible! When the anesthesia started wearing off, my right jaw area started swelling too, then I started to feel piercing pain on my tongue, down to my throat (like a sore throat. I know, really weird!). Painkillers + cold compress didn't help much... Making my weekend nothing but 48 hours of whining. I had to skip several events, too- my high school friend's birthday, MOTHER'S DAY, and today's badminton practice. gaaah!!!

Anyway, I felt better after a couple of days, that's why Lou and I were able to date yesterday, somehow. Umm, sorry, forgot to tell you, DATE -- for us -- means strolling in a grocery store so we can refill or weekly food stash, so that -- being homebodies -- we can both remain sane and happy throughout the week! (Hehehe!) And I'm really happy to grab the ingredients of a potato salad version in my mind right now. Lou has always requested to have this for his daily bento, but I always procrastinated, thinking that potato salads are always loaded with carbs + calories from the mayonnaise ...making them fattening. Right? So... Here's the healthy version ...finally.

First, I made vegan sour cream made from CASHEWS (recipe adapted from ohsheglows.com)

Then I mixed it with potatoes and carrots (both boiled), and raw red onions.

YEP. That's it!

Vegan Potato and Carrot Salad

Leda Brigino's pin on Pinterest.


Ingredients:
1. 1 large potato, diced
2. 1 large carrot, diced
3. 1 medium red onion, minced
4. 1 1/2 cup vegan sour cream (recipe here)
5. 1/4 tsp salt
6. crushed pepper

Instructions:
1. Boil potatoes and carrots for 15 minutes. Drain and let it cool.
2. Transfer potatoes and carrots in a bowl, add the onions, and toss with sour cream.
3. Add salt and pepper as desired.

Makes 4-5 servings. As you might have noticed, my sour cream turned out to be curdly, instead of creamy! A lot of things went wrong actually - I used roasted cashews (instead of raw cashews), I might have added too much water, and I probably didn't soak them long enough. It still tasted great, though! ...but yeah, I really need to work on my vegan sour cream, the next time I have to use it again. :)


This shall keep me ALIVE for the next few days as I'm still not allowed to eat hot foods. I've been eating ice cream and -- would you believe -- I'm tired of it. Haha! NOTE by the way: I am NOT a vegan. It just feels really great when I eat healthy alternatives like this, time to time!

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Yesterday, I also had a morning yoga asana practice, which really helped me ease my toothache -- it was a gentle practice (because a too yang one might break my stitches), which had mostly seated poses held for 1 minute each (with the help of a round timer app in iPad!). Not sure what pushed me to do so! But whatever that is, it was good ...really good. For the first time in ages, I was able to complete a straight 60-minute self-practice without distractions! And while my primary intention was to calm myself from the possible psychological toothache, it still turned out to be a satisfying, sweaty practice. Now I remember one of the important things our YTT teacher told us - "your practice doesn't have to be the usual" ... "do the kind of practice that your body needs at the moment". I really should learn how to listen to my body ...all the time. :)

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Detachment

Thanks to the holidays, and this pause between the Christmas and new year festivities, I had time to pick up and read Donna Farhi once again. And one particular insight struck me today:

Patanjali did not go as far as Christ in advising us to love our enemies: he offered a more realistic solution. At the very least, he advised, develop tolerance toward others. Maybe we’re not capable or ready to love these people, but developing detachment so that we’re not spinning our wheels can be a very high practice.

Amazingly, it speaks about Detachment - the very same thing I just read (weeks ago) from a Brahma Kumaris literature, The Art of Thinking by BK Jayanti (I once dreaded to learn what Brahma Kumaris is all about, but that was before the Yoga Immersion. Just because! haha! Maybe I should reserve that story for another post.).

Jayanti says Detachment doesn't mean cutting off nor running away. It means learning to separate the world outside from the inner world, to separate external things -- relationships, finances, job, etc. -- from our feelings and conscience. Doing so allows us to choose only the desired happy emotions, and to change the unhealthy, automatic responses we formed out of habit.

Oh, how timely it is to read such good reminders in this season of love, giving, and forgiveness. :)

Saturday, December 14, 2013

The newby instructor in the western society


I hide my frustration each time someone says something like, "Yoga is not for me, coz I'm not flexible". Read more, ask more, and be open. Yoga isn't all about flexibility! It's all about awareness, inner peace, finding one's center, learning attitudes you can bring off the mat, etc etc ...which can all be offered to any breathing person, regardless of age, weight, height, flexibility range, etc.

But I figured I can type here the whole day what Yoga is all about, still without reversing the definition given by the western society, who portrays that Yoga is a mere workout designed for those who can (and those who want to) reach their toes. I don't blame them. I am a part of that society.

All the asana classes I myself did during the immersion actually didn't serve as a good gateway for me to introduce other things (Apart from the too much focus on Asana, I also blame my amateur way of cue-ing and demo-ing!). If my classes in the past did convey something else, that would be limited to breath awareness, meditation, and maybe that's it. Subconsciouly I stayed with what's easy to market, so that I meet the majority's expectation ...so that I won't lose potential students in the end. In the end, each session felt like nothing but an almost empty sweaty physical activity.

...that's when the new challenge in my teaching came in. The western view challenges me to really take my time to introduce yoga as how I practice it. So I made a personal vow to teach exactly once a month (no more, no less) to give myself 29 (or 30) days to nourish my own study as a practitioner and a teacher, to really focus on one particular intention/theme, before having that 1 day to share yoga to others.

Last Saturday morning, was my December class, and also my first class since I "graduated" from the immersion. I shared what I've been doing for past days - being still in very simple poses for longer periods of time, to simply practice patience and endurance, on and off the mat.

In the end, one student shared that the session allowed her to see how important it is to "slow down" in this very fast lifestyle we have now, while another shared how it felt good to give the self some "gentleness" in between her too rigid workout programs. I then realized that while I wanted to point out patience, and endurance, and stillness and all that... I also unknowingly taught the importance of putting balance back in our active lives, pretty much like putting yin in the yang!

I was amazed by -- 1) How yoga holistically works, differently for different people and 2) How my once-a-month vow to teach seems to work not only for me, but also for my students! This is -- at the very least -- what I want to happen as a teacher. While I know there may have been booboos in the way I cue-d and demo-ed, I am encouraged to learn more, to improve myself, and to teach better, by holding on to this good start. :)

P.S. I'm blessed to have another class scheduled for January - Yoga for Yolanda victims, an auctioned private class wherein the proceeds will go the victims of typhoon Haiyan. Now I'm wondering where the next 29 days will be dedicated to, and what my students should learn a month from now. Openness, perhaps?

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Joy in Stillness



still·ness: n. The state or an instance of being quiet or calm
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Hello everyone! I'm inviting you once again to a free* yoga class this coming Saturday! This is going to be a bit more special because this is my FIRST class after my teacher training! 

Since I "graduated" from the immersion, I've always practiced moving with stillness because it keeps me grounded, and focused when it came to things that I eagerly want to do, to have, or to say off the mat. And this is what I wish to share with you! I also thought this is a nice way to start the busy December. Don't you think? :) 

What: 90-minute Vinyasa/Flow Yoga class (all levels)
When: December 7, 2013 Saturday, 10:00-11:30am
Where: 7th floor function room, Belton Place, Pasong Tamo cor. Yakal St., Makati City
*Fee: by donation (proceeds will go to the venue rental)

Slots are limited, so pls register here to join. Please bring your own mat! :)

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Yoga for Night Shift Workers

Announcement: New schedule is 6:30-8:00am (instead of 6-7:30AM). 
I apologize for the sudden change of schedule.

Flow upon sunrise.
Experience life balance on and off the mat.
Discover your personalized methodology to calm the mind.

When: October 11, 18, 25, 2013 - Next 3 Fridays, 6:30-8:00AM
Where: 7th Floor, Belton Place, Yakal St. cor. Chino Roces Ave., Makati City

SLOTS ARE LIMITED! To register (or for more inquiries),
contact me here, and I'll reply to you as soon as possible.

FEE: by donation ...so technically FREE!!! :)
 this is a non-profit project, proceeds will go to the venue rental

P.S. Day-shift workers are also welcome!


The main goal of this project is to give night shift workers an access to Morning Yoga (end of work day) that is customized to answer common issues in the corporate world (to name a few...): Immobility, Insomnia, Unhealthy posture, and Lack of work-life balance. So, yes, this is suitable not only for night shift workers but to anyone who can relate to these issues.

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PROGRAM DETAILS

Day 1 - "Awareness", with asana practice for upper and lower back
- Synchronize breath with movement
- Use breath and body awareness to clear the mind

Day 2 - "Rooting", with asana practice for healthy tummy
- Revive the feeling of being grounded
- Root ourselves even outside asana practice

Day 3 - "Centering", with asana practice for neck and shoulders
- Use the center to focus both in asana practice and day-to-day activities
- Find the "self" and bring it off the mat

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FAQs:

Do I need to bring my own mat?
Yes.

What do I need to wear?
Your favorite sports wear that will allow your limbs to move freely. No need for rubber shoes! :)

I am not working on a night shift, can I still attend the class?
As most issues being faced by night shift workers are also common even to day-shift workers, OF COURSE day-shift workers are also welcome.

I don't think have enough stamina for yoga? can I still join?
Absolutely. This project is not a high impact physical activity, nor a sport where you need to be competitive. It is in fact designed to wake up your mind and body to get back that balance and stamina you might have lost.

Should I be present on all 3 days?
Ideally, yes. But if you really can't complete all 3 days, it's also fine. All 3 days are related to each other, but each one will have a specific theme and goal which can be experienced separately.

Why is this project free?
This program is my personal project for Binky Mendoza's Vinyasa Yoga teacher training/immersion, therefore my goal here is NOT to earn but to share things that I've been learning thus far. And I wish to share this specifically to the corporate world because this is where I also come from.

For more inquiries, drop your thoughts anytime here!
And I'll reply to you as soon as I can :)

~Leda Brigino

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Yoga unfolds

I can still clearly remember that car ride with Lou, a few days before our Immersion. I had messed up, crazy thoughts: "You know, this is really great, one day I'll just happily leave programming and be a yoga teacher instead! It's like I'm gonna get paid to exercise!" ... (5 mins later) "I might be a lousy teacher, but you know (sour graping...) my tuition's still gonna be worth it - if I learn to teach myself and practice everyday, and if I get to teach you as well at least 3x a week, that means... (computes...) ROI in less than 3 years!!!" ... (5 mins later) "If this doesn't work out in the end... at least I TRIED, right? Which isn't really wrong coz we're young, we have money and we don't have kids anyway...".

Finally, Lou stopped me by saying, "Hey, why don't you just stop thinking too much about the future? Just study what you're supposed to study NOW, and just watch everything UNFOLD naturally.".

And so I did. Fast forward to today - I just finished my 3rd (free) yoga class in the company and bid my temporary goodbye to my students as their instructor. Because starting today, I need to focus on my immersion project, which will start next next friday. It is a 3-week long project, which I've been designing down to the nitty-gritty because -- apart from the scary thought of having my teacher and mentor there to observe me (HAHA!) -- I really want to extend it into a well-planned, sustainable project - something I can do for the next 2 years at least. (more details later!)

I have also happily settled with a venue, which will be my morning 'studio' as long as we live in the metro -- and it's no other than.... our condominium's function hall! No, I'm not talking about a room for my own practice... I'm talking about a formal venue for me to teach a class of 20! Thanks to Lou - it's normally being rented for a minimum of 3 hours, but he was able to haggle with the admin so that I (as a building resident) can have a special hourly rate!

While I am excited with the thought of how can I make all of these into an income-generating thing later on, and how that foresight gets clearer and clearer everyday, I really am keeping myself grounded, so I can hone my teaching and my own practice first rather than to earn from them. I always hang on to that line, "watch everything unfold". And I always keep in mind, that watching everything unfold gradually is a lot more exciting! :)

Sunday, September 22, 2013

The joy in silence

One of the things that my daily practice have taught me, is to value silence. I noticed that I have been valuing silence lately, more than ever, and I am able to do it in so many ways, other than doing a long asana practice on the mat.

I don't watch the TV anymore, unless Lou wants to do so. Which is still OK in a way, because somehow I still get to watch the news time to time. I remember turning on the TV instantly when I wake up (even when Lou's still sleeping), then turning it on again when I get home (even when Lou's not yet home). I watch the same news over and over - PDAF scandal, zamboanga crisis and all that, not knowing that it was shattering my inner peace - I rebut in my mind, and silently curse people involved. It was adding emotions in my day to day living that were... yes, microscopic yet unnecessary.

I also learned to stop the self-nagging when I leave a bug at work then do nothing at home. When I step out of the office this time, work is done for the day, and everything else is solely mine. So I end each asana practice in a peaceful 5-10 minutes meditation while on savasana (corpse pose), just simply enjoying the silence, and the non-doing that goes with it ...without feeling guilty nor anything.

And the rewards are good! Aside from having clearer thoughts, I can now do more chores at home, and I am now more sensitive of noise that used to be "normal", such as high-volumed music. See, silence is good for our homes, eardrums and spirits. Don't you agree? :)

Sunday, September 1, 2013

TE Connectivity - Flow to Wellness!

Welcome to my first group class...


WHAT: Free Vinyasa Yoga Classes [by Leda Brigino], Exclusive to TE Manila
WHERE: CAI-STA Office's open area
WHEN: Every Thursday of September, 4-5PM Starting September 5, 2013*

Bring your own mat! :)

*Schedule may vary depending on availability of the area.
In case of changes, new schedule will be sent by email a day before the class.

Thursday, June 6, 2013

The Little "self" In Me

According to Donna Farhi, in the book Bringing Yoga to Life / Chapter 3 - A Larger Life:

In Yoga there is a tacit understanding that while we may have a body, a personality, and a name, this little self that we have come to believe is the entirety of our being is only a small part of something larger.

I was excited to touch this topic of the book (I'm excited to write about this too! As you can see, I've been mentioning this term "self" a lot in my previous entries -- without really expounding. It's because I needed to finish this chapter first to confirm all my thoughts!).

Little self - This was covered by Binky during the first session of her mini-retreat, and that time it gave me mixed feelings of confusion and awe -- I guess it's because I kinda understand the concept of having a little "self" inside me -- through the yoga poses and activities we did that day -- yet I couldn't explain in explicit analogies what it is. The closest analogy I made was this - the little self is the "improved" me, who I can find only with faith and inspiration, or perhaps when I push/convice myself with the line, "You can do better than that!". Later on I learned that this is both right and wrong.

(yes, now I can make perfect analogies!)

"Something Larger" in the above quote, refers to the "expanded" version of us caused by forces we live with everyday, forces that are constantly altering us, since the day we were born. Examples: It could be your urge to easily judge someone, because that's how it is in the corporate world. It could be the the way you bully someone, as how you were bullied as a child. It could be your fear to give a speech, because of a traumatic humiliation in the past. It could be the impulsive shopper in you, because you grew up filthy rich, getting every material possession you wanted. etc.

Meanwhile, The little self is your TRUE NATURE. It is the good and innocent you, the ORIGINAL YOU before you were exposed to anything.

This is why my initial analogy is both right and wrong: "the little self is the improved person in you" -- This is wrong if you think that it should take a lot of pursuing -- from yourself or anyone else -- to have this "better" version of you. This is right if you think that this can be reached by simply stripping off the elements - objects/people/places/experiences -- that made you worse over the past years.

This is when Yoga comes in. We can use it to "peel" ourselves - by "centering" to find our true nature, by meditating to remember who we used to be, by being aware of how we move, our breath and our senses to know the "self" better.

...Oh I hope I understand it perfectly this time. haha!

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Quest for Happiness

Quoting some lines from Donna Farhi (now reading: Bringing Yoga to Life / Chapter 2 - Motivation: What Brings Us to This Moment?)

While some of our attempts to grasp happiness may be noble in themselves, we find that however successful we become in our career, however impressively we sculpt our physique, and whatever possessions we manage to procure, they can give us only temporary respite from our inner yearning ... When we realize that the entity that we call our “self ” is the clearinghouse for everything that will happen to us, we may wake up to the realization that attending to the inner hygiene of this self is the most important thing we could possibly do in this lifetime.

It's actually a long chapter about the real definition of happiness. If you feel you're not happy because of something, this chapter will really wake you up. And if you're the type of person who already feels happy generally in life -- like me! -- surprisingly, this chapter will make you feel that, "omg, what if I am not yet genuinely happy enough?!" -- hahaha! I guess it varies for every reader, but as for me, what really hit me are these 2 important lessons:
1) We should always find the root cause of our sadness -- in ANY aspect, whether big or small, like simply hating mondays -- otherwise our weekends and holidays will just be an "escape".

2) We should NOT find our happiness in our career, relationships, posessions, COMFORT FOODS, even in our capacity to be too flexible in Yoga Asanas -- because these are just temporary things.
What we should be looking at, is our self, our core, an entity that is calm when not surrounded by negative forces we grew up with, a place where we'll find belongingness, with or without anything/anyone. And this can be done with Yoga, when practiced correctly. According to Donna Farhi:

The practice of Yoga helps us connect with the part of ourselves that is always virgin and untouched: the place within us that can never be damaged.

I do not claim that I now completely know this thing, but at least I can say, "I think I understand it!".

Just out of the blue, I asked my husband - hey, do you remember 'inner peace', that thing that Kung Fu Panda needed to fight? And that thing the lady in Eat, Pray, Love used to be happy again? And that thing why monks are okay even if they don't talk to anyone?"

Lou: Yeah, what about it?

Me: I kinda understand that thing now! :)